In December I went to see a Parkinson's specialist in Winnipeg. The clinic there changed my settings substantially but after five months of a living hell I had them change everything back to the pre December settings in April. It was nice to actually feel some emotion again as it seemed like everything had been put on cruise control and I was existing from day to day. I still never feel anger ( it is an emotion for me that doesn't exist anymore ) but for those five months I felt very little or nothing at all for anything. My symptoms continue to deteriorate but at least now I care, at least a little.
In May I officially finished my 15 year tenure at Hockey Canada. It was bitter sweet to attend my last Annual General Meeting but it was time. My email has gone quiet and the only phone calls I get are from bill collectors bu the silence is wonderful. It was definitely time to move on and let that part of my life fade quietly into the sunset.
Connie has been working full time but we still manage to get to the lake pretty well every weekend. It has finally warmed up so I am spending a lot of time on yard work and on my tan. Pics to come later on facebook, Ok maybe not.
Later...
